I checked the NIH deadlines today and realize that I might have been a bit paranoid. It looks like my mentor won't know about the grant until later this month or early next month. I do have reasons to be a little paranoid but I wish I were better at keeping those feelings in check.
I applied for another job today and there are two others I'll probably apply for as well. I feel a little more control when I'm getting applications out, even if I'm not hearing anything back.